The last few days I've been focusing on tape 2 of the Gateway tapes. I've had an interesting time with it. On Saturday night I noticed that while I was doing the meditation I thought that I fell asleep while I did it, but realized that I didn't. I have the sequence pretty memorized now, and I don't recall missing anything while doing the meditation.
On Sunday I did the same tape again and was in a very deep meditative state. I felt like time lost all meaning and there was some visual things happening in my head. At one point I felt like I was in the kitchen with my wife, but I knew that I was in our bedroom. During the part where you breath in and the hum while exhaling, I could totally see the soundwaves in my head that I was producing. During the more intense parts of the exercise I felt like I was revisiting dreams, and at times almost remembering what I could only call "a dream within a dream." It was fucking crazy. Even while the crazy stuff was going through my head, I was still aware that I was just in my bedroom but only in a deep meditative state.
I can't even really explain in words some of the visual experiences I was having it. It was like having a psychedelic experience, without taking psychedelics.
Tomorrow I plan on doing tape 1, 2, and 3 since I have the day off and time to kill. I'm hoping that it will be an eye opening experience.
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