I tuck you into bed
And I tell you both "good night"
You give me a hug
Then I start to feel alright
The voices in my head
I just can't seem to stop
I feel like I'm at the bottom
Even when I'm at the top
I feel so fucking drained
Showing people this fake smile
I hope this feeling ends
It's lasting for awhile
It comes and goes in waves
And it's crashing down upon me
A brighter light ahead
Is what I long to soon see
I can't explain the feeling
That is so overwhelming
I hope it is gone soon
It cannot overcome me
